i feel so unbelievably shitty right now. i don’t know if the surgery worked or not. i don’t know if i’ll ever get better or not. i’m alone, i’m bored and i’m in pain.
so. much. pain.
but at least i have my cascades.
and my tosh merino light.
i can’t go home until the shark bite in my ass heals. and of course i don’t have a single pair of needles here. so i can’t even knit.
but i can hold the hanks in my arms and pretend they love me.